not sure whats going on

Well my last post was about two weeks ago and my body is really ticking me off.... I started spotting today for no reason.... I am cramping to..... so what I dont know is is this implantation bleeding or another cycle.... I mean seriously body could you cooperate just a little..... is it too much to ask to have a normal 28 day cycle so I know when to try and get pregnant...... UGH!!! I was really weepy earlier this week and now this .....
feeling stressed

my cycle is here

Well I am sure that I am not pregnant now. I got my period this morning! Just a little discouraged but we will try again. I will start charting temp and all that fun stuff tomorrow.... Wish me luck!!!

confused

Well I just think I probably left alot out of the first post so here I go again. As I said I had my IUD removed two months ago. I have a cycle a week later. So I marked it on the calender so that I could start seeing how many days my cycle is. Well 28 days rolls around.... nothing 30....35.....38 days and still no cycle. I had one day of spotting on June 2 but that was over by mid day. So my research begins and it says that my most fertile day would have been June 1.... What gives.... Thought the spotting might have been implantation bleeding but surely I would have gotten a positive test by now it that was the case..... right??? 
I guessing its just a waiting game at this point.....

my first attempt to really blog

I am so sure why I even felt that I should try this. My nerves are a bit on edge and I guess I thought this might help.
I guess I will give some background in case anyone decides to read this.
I am 31 years old and I have a son that will be 5 in September. I am getting married to the man of my dreams in October. He has no biological children of his own and seems to be looking forward to having a baby.
After my son was born I had an IUD placed. I had that removed at the beginning of May. So far no baby.
I have decided that maybe I will be able to get some stress relieve from trying to get pregnant by creating this outlet for myself.
I started doing some research on the best way to tract my cycle's today. Found a chart on thebump.com and printed it out.... Only one problem .... I didn't have a period this month :( I have taken 3 pregnancy tests one was invalid and the other two were negative. So I am in a holding pattern right now....
Oh well.... I guess the best idea is to write it out and relax..